So my family is coming down to visit me for a few days. I havent seen them since january and that’s the longest i’ve EVER been without them in my ENTIRE LIFE. (i know, grow up right?) But regardless I’m so excited for our little disney vacation. We’re going to have so much fun!!!! <3
This is just one of those moments where I feel trapped. I’m nervous about moving away from my family for 4 months and as my arrival date gets closer, I’m getting sicker. My mom thinks it’s because I’m nervous. Maybe she’s right, but I don’t know why I would be making myself ill over it.
Also, ugh. I’m having a really hard time not being selfish. I know you shouldn’t lead people on. I’m a flirt, I’m really working on that. But mostly, my jealousy is a problem that looms over every relationship I’ve ever had. I don’t think I’m ready to trust anyone with me, hence my jealousy. I know I don’t need to date someone to be happy, and I 100% believe that. Look at kids, they’re like the happiest people in the world and they only have friends. And parents. It’s just really hard not to fall back into those familiar motions.
I’m really trusting God in this situation. I just want to be a good person, and I want to do things in His name for His plan. But I think I get too impatient and just act on spontaneous ideas instead. I don’t know what to do. I couldn’t do any more Florida packing if my life depended on it, and I’ve just been sitting around sick for a couple days so I’m antsy. That’s what this is. SorryI’mNotSorry.
oh my goodness this makes me want to cry
(Source: ddobrev, via thecouragetopursue)
Lost Generation.
I’m a part of Lost Generation
and I refuse to believe that
I can change the world
I realize this may be a shock but
“Happiness comes from within”
is a lie, and
“Money will make me happy”
So in thirty years I’ll tell my children
They are not the most important thing in my life
My employer will know that
I have my priority straight because
Work
Is more important than
Family
I tell you this
Once upon a time
Families stay together
But this will not be true in my era
This is a quick fix society
Experts tell me
Thirty years from now I will be celebrating the 10th anniversary of my divorce
I do not concede that
I will live in a country of my own making
In the future
Environmental destruction will be the norm
No longer can it be said that
My peers and I care about this earth
It will be evident that
My generation is apathetic and lethargic
It is foolish to presume that
There is hope
And all of this will come true unless we reverse it.
NOW read each phrase from bottom to top :)
AWESOME.
(Source: did-you-kno)
